well, this isn't the worst thing in the world

Okay, so I am OFFICIALLY moving on wednesday....I am loading up the truck with all of my earthly belongings which are already good and packed and I am going to New Mexico.
I will be living with my mother until the 16th of August and then I will load up my grandmother's car and she will drive me down to the dorms.
And then I will begin my new life in New Mexico where there is NO MORE Chico....AT ALL!!!! No more 44 year old "boyfriend", no more Craig Hall bullshit, no more any of that shit.
I will begin class on the 22nd of August and I will NOT flirt, I will NOT seek out men, I will NOT seek out distractions.....I will simply do what needs to be to done to PASS ALL of my classes....i.e. STUDY, do my fucking homework and for once be prepared for my tests.